I love how my physical state begins to mirror my emotional state. Fan-fucking-tastic.
Ugh.
It's getting worse.
I can already tell that my knee from tournament is never going to heal correctly.
Damn scar tissue.
It's not just there.
It's been happening a lot lately actually.
These 'cuts' end up looking more like 'burns'.
With my active lifestyle I guess I can only expect more of these.
Ha, if I ever get in a wreck I will be nothing but scar tissue.
I sympathize with Deadpool who has to live with a regenerative factor and a scared body.
Great. Just great.
I wish things would heal normally.
But now that I think about it I'm beyond caring at this point.
Does it matter?
I'm sure I'm already an eyesore, this would probably only add to it.
Fuck it.
There's always a chance that there may be someone out there that can just look past that.
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the physical state tends to mirror the emotional state after a while, though normally from the stress or lack of it. i certainly do not think that you are an eyesore, AND i've actually had people to tell me that they think you are really beautiful. i dont know if you wanted to hear that or not, but it's true. i scar no matter how little a cut i may get. i'm completely polkadotted LITERALLY with countless scars, so i used to always make sure that i'd hide most of my skin. but nowadays, seeing as how so many people have accepted me with no problem, i can actually wear shorts during the summer again (so much nicer than jeans!) i'm sorry if your scar-healing is painful, but i can guarantee you that however you may look, you'll always be loved for who you are :)
Ewww...
lol...
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