All is Well in Hell

Keep having those dreams again. Twice this week, actually... She's always coming back... She's always apologizing and telling me how much she still loves me... I don't understand why I'm still dreaming like this... I know she's happier... And I'm glad...

Heh... on one of my late night drives I saw a doe... Made me think that maybe God hasn't forgotten about me... I can't describe how I felt. The fact that it was a doe kinda reminded me about Severus and Lily... Stupid reference, yes, but stilll...

I Remember Halloween

Yesterday was nice.

Went as a Slytherin student complete with Dark Mark on forearm for my classes.

At night I switched costumes to my Victorian vampire costume. I added a silver domino mask and my Cavelier hat and made it more of a masquarade attire.

Leigh and I traversed the campus at night and then went to the U.C. for the event.

Cemetery Drive

Wow, I haven't updated since Big Spring Jam. I've been slacking.

Let's see...

I guess just this past month has gone by quickly. I love October. It is my favorite month of the year.

Anyway, went to the American Diabetes Association's 'Step Out' Walk.

Mom's birthday was yesterday, my grandmother's was today.

Been REALLY busy with school.

Went to the Renaissance Faire today. Saw many of my pirate brethren! It was great.

Personally though... I finally have an indescribable clarity about everything...

It is finally all making sense now, and I know what I need to do.

Accomplish goals first. Protect. Richard Cory. It's all so simple.

Relief

Today was great!

First day of Big Spring Jam and the weather was perfect.

Got to see Soul Asylum and Joan Jett and the Blackhearts.

I'm glad things are finally winding down and giving me a break.

Thank you, God.

Two more days of Big Spring Jam and they should be great too.

I honestly can't wait.

Heart of Glass

I don't know why I'm listening to this tbh.

I was never much of a Blondie fan, but it's a good song.

Ergh, so it would've been out five year anniversary today.

Still in shock that she got married last week... Her life. Not mine.

Biotech seminar today was amazing.

Dr. Allan S. Hoffman from the University of Washington presented it.

I am so glad to get September out of the way after this weekend.

Big Spring Jam is going to rock.

Hell Month

I hate September, I really do.

I have something going on almost everyday and in the back of my mind are dates and previous events that I can't seem to forget.

Wake me when September ends.

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Happy birthday...